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2003-08-28 @ 22:06
Ok, things haven't been easy lately.. I've lost over 10 pounds in 5 days.. But I had a huge binge today. Thats kinda ok, because then I boost my metabloism.. ehh, or that is what I try to tell myself at least, but now I'm gonna fast until monday. I have to get skinny, and when I'm skinny agaim I can stop this madness, heh..
My psychiatrist says she's really worried for me. Yeah right. She gets paid to say thing like that. Screw her! Why can't she just leave me alone? I don't want any intervention in my life. This is my thing...
THIS IS MY LIFE!!!
Why can't people understand that?
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Today I feel:
I wanna have control
I wanna perfect body
I wanna perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
So fucking special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.
~Creep - Radiohead~
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